So tomorrow, my 10 minute play will be staged. I won't be there.
I probably won't be there on Thursday either, when they stage it for the second day.
Friday? Not so sure. Saturday is a strong maybe.
I'm ambivalent about this.
No, actually, I'm depressed as hell.
Why? Because the people I really care about, the people I want to be by my side, won't be there with me. I've never felt so lonely in all my life. I may as well just keep my stories in my head, because they're not doing me any good either, out there. Like Shakira says, "What's the point of being on TV everyday, if you won't watch me..."
This really does not feel like much of an